in the dream the very first thing I remember is talking to my father and expecting him to look at me disapprovingly as I explained to him that I very viciously hate republicans and wish we could just create a virus that would kill them all based on their assholish opinions, then I explained that that would be too painless for them, No, I'd rather create a reality in which every one of their worst nightmares came true, sky high taxes on the rich, The massive expansion of social welfare programs, Food water and shelter becoming a basic human right... etc. Then I also went on, they're the guardians of the status quo and i'm sure that whenever there did begin to form a status quo they'd cling to it like leeches, so I wanted ever flowing and ever constant change, that way there could never be any stability for the bloodsucking leeches to cling to. I was that vicious. this actually reflects my feelings in reality.

In mid rant, I woke up, my eyes opened a slit, I looked over at my computer and saw the familiar red bliniking light. I was paralyzed, and vibrating, next thing I knew I saw an alien face, and I looked outside and saw a ship, I paniced, started unleashing vibrational attacks on the aliens. Then about 2 minutes later I recovered my ability to move and began to research "Alien abduction, seizure" -no go, people don't remember seizures, I did find some stuff on "awareness during sleep paralysis"- I found out this could be a gateway to an out of body experience. This is about the fourth time i've woken up in this state, paniced, and not been able to harvest on it.