totally, i agree.  it was about my living situation, which is kind of bizarre right now... very transitional.  it's tricky to look for positive aspects and attract more of those into my life but it's a very good practice for becoming an independent thinker and not being dependent on my surroundings to make me feel better.

i feel like i deserve better, but i know that attitude is just going to keep me in a place where i think i deserve better.  i'm really learning and loving making peace with where i am.  a very good, downstream feeling... a giving up on trying to control the stream and just appreciating this wonderful ride.. i'm feeling some big changes coming up as an extension of all these big ripples in my life.. family dissonances and physical seperations and huge shifts in the friend arena not to mention a burning desire to move from chicago to new york.... and epic job opportunities... i'm really looking forward to posing these questions to my dream state... i'll keep you guys updated.

  thanks for the feedback!