ook so i was with my friends lara and kayleigh, and they wanted to go to get their hair done at a local salon, and i decided to go with them. i met up with my friend malik who really wanted to take me out, and we all went to the salon. i chilled there for a while, then saw my sister there and gave her a cold hello. getting ready to leave i went upstairs and waited for malik in line to do something, when the lady behind the counter stared me down and told me that i absolutely had to leave right now. and it turns out all of my suitcases were downstairs so i had to go downstairs and gather up all my things and try to get them out.. .it was pretty embarassing but i kept my cool and didn't freak out
then i had a dream that i had forgotten to finish a year of high school and had to go back, and really really wanted to be a stoner. the school was also a store for some reason, and i met up with a couple friends, spencer and a girl. we wanted to go to best buy and take these sheets of photo paper and throw them on the machines because we knew that they would make them explode....
ended up in class with some friends and the teacher, reminded me of my rehab days... i remember talking about channeling and i'm not sure what else. my ex boyfriend was teaching a class in the next room, and i wanted to go but had to go to best buy or something. for a while i was staying in my ex stanislas' house, sleeping in his bed and trying his clothes on.. and we were at hobby lobby trying to find christmas things, but went into the fishing pole aisle...
then i had another dream that my friend got all these free oakley sunglasses that were remote control, and you could activate this giant treadmill robot to do your command, and there was all this brokeback mountain music playing and one of the remotes had this giant flashlight and at the end of the dream we were all walking and riding horses into a forest..
all of these dreams are EXTREMELY disjointed, i'm still trying to get a general picture of them... but for the most part they felt like i was on the brink of something important.

iaminthevortex wrote 2 years 29 weeks ago
also we had a birthday party for me, and my clarinet playing friends were there along with my old clarinet teacher, we had chocolate cake and i couldn't blow out all the candles right away, they took me some time and kept lighting up like when you blow on a cigarette, like the whole cake was flammable, my old clarinet teacher said something really negative when asked how she was so i tried to ignore ittt...