Madrugada

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Aug 22 2011
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I start off moderately lucid, shifting from one lucid dream to the next, almost swimming between dreams.

At some point I'm walking along some kind of bush path. It's night time. I see that there's a man here - older, armed with a gun or knife. It's a moment of confrontation. He seems crazy and at first I'm intimidated, but the scene somehow passes.

Now I'm walking down a hill. As it turns out, it's the hill which lies behind my old family home. The only difference is that the trees are much thicker in this case. In fact, I almost have to fight through them in order to head in the direction of the house, and the more familiar part of the property below. As I continue onwards, my mouth takes on the sensation of being unusually dry, and I start to feel that my skin has been cut up/scarred by the work of pushing through the bush. I'm surpised that my senses are so intact, knowing that I'm actually dreaming.

I"m wondering about all this, and why it is I'm here, when I hear the voice of my companion join me.

"Doesn't this remind you of that dream you wrote about the golden dawn".

Somehow the words, bring a memory to a me, a memory I didn't know I had. A memory of a Lion.

My vision stretches out to the bottom of the hill below, and the driveway. Now I see that same Lion, heading towards us, pacing full of pride, up the driveway. At this point, we are still at some distance, but I seem to know what's in store.

I'm going to meet with the Lion. I put my best thoughts forward, the use of the word 'golden' has put a positive edge on the encounter, yet I'm still nervous. I can feel the size, the courage, the heart of this creature as it approaches.

I try and puff myself up, to meet it with the respect/majesty it deserves, but find it slightly terrifying to look it in the eyes, instead nervously keeping my face somewhat edged toward the ground. For a moment, I think I've passed it - that I can breathe easy again, but the lion is clearly no stranger to my fear. It turns back, edging past me. LIke the hunter this beast is, it seems to sniff out my fear, testing me.

I see myself now divide, almost becoming two characters. On the one hand there is the 'dream' me, my spirit, brave and accepting of this creature, but holding me back, lagging behind is another 'me' - my physical self, clinging to an unknown fear.

The lion looks at me, and I see a sequence of images, as though spun into my mind from the lion's eye. The images speak of behaviours I'd rather let go, aspects of a younger, teenage self. I immediately know what it is I have to change about my life, that will take this fear away. I feel opened/cleared by the honesty of the lion, and he now becomes more man than animal. I give him a hug, grateful as I am for this message.

By now we have reached the base of the driveway. The lion now takes the form of a man, speaking to me in English. For some reason, he has however taken the appearance of a character from a Brazilian film I saw a while back, so I feel tempted to speak back in Portuguese.

"Obrigado" (Portuguese for Thank you)

For a moment I wonder if he will understand, yet he does, fluently offering a reply along the lines of "tudo obrigado", which somehow suggests that the encounter is something that benefits us all.

I'm starting to feel like I should wake up now, and seemingly understanding of this, my other companion at this point speaks up..

"We have some other things to go on with, but if you want to see him again you should know his name" 

"Madrugada"

I wake from the dream.

Lightning Dreamwork

Feelings: 

I felt great. More confident - like some of the energy and strength of that lion had carried into my waking self. As though I'd been tested, but come out of that test feeling more myself.

Reality Check: 

Madrugada's a Portuguese word which means the (early) morning, coming towards daybreak. It seems somewhat fitting, given the golden coat of the lion, and the power of the Lion to walk without fear of the darkness the night holds. I like the thought of the connection between the Lion and the boldness of a new day.

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Rodrigo wrote 37 weeks 6 days ago

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I gotta say, as a Brazilian, as a dreamer and as a person, this experience of yours moved me :)

Do you remember exactly what it was the Lion spoke in Portuguese? And what was the character/movie?

By the way, "Madrugada" is usually referred to as the time after midnight and before 6 AM or so. Most people consider it madrugada when it is still dark, but after midnight. In any case, I find both meanings fitting, as it is during madrugada when you will most likely dream.

May you meet with Madrugada again :D

explora wrote 37 weeks 6 days ago

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Hey Rodrigo.. 

Really apprecaite your feedback on this dream! I don't remember exactly what the Lion said in Portuguese, and it was quite brief, however I remember thinking that he sounded just like a native speaker.

Haha.. You'll laugh, but actually when he came into human form, he was the character 'Madrugadão' from Cidade dos Homens, the main dude controlling things in the favela. I didn't give any thought to this in the dream, I just recognised him. As you can imagine, this gave him a kind of rebel edge, but when it came to speaking he was really down-to-earth.

Really glad for the clarification on a palavra madrugada também.. That was my original understanding based on what I heard from Brazilians, but when I went to the online dictionary it confused me a little. It's been interesting watching how many Portuguese words are creeping into my dreams, my dreaming is shifting/morphing in that respect.

Yes, I'd love another encounter, and hey, who knows, maybe you can meet Madrugada in your dreams too :)

Nick

Rodrigo wrote 37 weeks 6 days ago

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Haven't watched Cidade dos Homens yet, but I'll check it out when I get the chance. Anyway, glad to see your studies/interests in Portuguese/Brazil are growing :D If you like comedies, you'll probably like other movies like A Mulher Invisível or Se Eu Fosse Você. If you like the crime ones, I'd recommend Meu Nome Não é Johnny, both Tropa de Elite and Cidade de Deus. I've been told that O Cheiro do Ralo is actually really good too, but haven't seen it yet.

On a related note, Petrobrás has made some short animation movies with Turma da Mônica and with several references to Brazilian movies. Check them out at YouTube (search for Petrobrás 500 or something like this) if you like this sort of thing.

About Madrugada (the word), I guess it's one of those language/culture-specific things that can be confusing. Still, you'll get the hang of it. Now about Madrugada (the Lion), I'd love to meet him :D

Rodrigo