House with pool and man made pond
I was walking around outside on the grounds around a large house, there were many people here socializing and i recognised an old boyfriend. When I did meet up with him in a swimming pool, I said hello. Walking about the grounds I observed a long man made pond with some kind of water lillies and grass growth within the waters. It was very beautiful.
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Lightning Dreamwork
It felt sorta strange at first walking around this social gathering and not knowing anyone, until I saw an old boyfriend. The more I wanted this man's attention, the more he avoided me. Close to the end of the dream I let go and it became more peaceful and enjoyable. The old boyfriend stopped avoiding me and respect was gained and a smile .
The overall feeling was of accepting and letting go the past. Appreciating the now and having better hopes of the future to come.
I was thinking about this past boyfriend and learning to observe through a new set of lenses. As not that long ago, I have been wise to understand the changes time and distance can do to help me understand better and learn from my history. My first boyfriend came to florida in January , just a day or so around my birthday. I learnt great things about myself and was pleased that the pain healed and we are good friends now. I believe this is some of the reasons why I had dreamed about (Jim), to teach me also how to heal old heart ackes and love, learn and grow. Now as years have gone bye, the changes in myself has helped me to heal the pain and grow. Loving my now partner ever more dearly, and loving Richard even more. * I also recieved an email yesterday from my first boyfriend, and this could be some of this reflection in my dreams about Jim.
I'm returning to Canada next month just for a short week, Jim lives in Canada and only about a half hour away from my mother's apartment in which I'll be staying with her until I fly back to Florida aft I visit some friends.
If this were my dream game, I'd think its because I'm returning next month and this is why Jim is showing up in my dreams.
And, if I wanted to, I'm sure I'd be welcome to visit.
I'n not to sure about this, as I'm split as to what to do.